my today goings!

yeps! its been awhile im not posting any's. nah please deal with the lazy me k. i mean its not totally lazy but actually things is i didnt have any latest story. hahaha this blog gonna be only-about-him blog ah? bcs it is im saying i dont have any story abt him so that i didnt post any. its bcs if im not talking with him i mean otp to be exact, i will feel unspiritual something. cs yknow im thinking im the one who find him all the time. i mean seek for him. cl, text and everything. until came to his house! yeah todays about post. im coming to his house. nah chill awhile im gonna confess something. that im still doubt on him. abt the loving and the feeling of his on me. izit true? that things always questioning me ya maybe cs he got someone cl girlfriend. so thats it. ah am sorry cs youve to lend ur ears for my er stupid things to confess abt. so how you doing? being fine as me? :)

so heres the things. semalam ive plan with raro to go to shana house. lepaking and first time meet. ok kitorg dah plan baik punya ni, i mean really well! raro dah confirm tu kira bagus sgt lah en. dari memalam tu aku excited k. last last niat yg nak tidou awal dari pukul 1 tu pukul 3 30 baru tidou haha. bukan sebab ape bende, yelah kalau heartbeat je cemano nak tidou en. ok so esk pg im wake up early mandi pun awal sgt ha. moma pun pelik jadah lah aku mandi e-awal en. dalam 8 macamtu kot aku sediakan semua stuff. i mean all girls thing letak dlm bag. yeah as my habit, nak gi mane mane sikat bedak eyeliner and minyak baby johnson tu mst kene ade. dlm 8 15 tu tukar baju semua touch up muka sesikit. k im ready! tinggal kalau raro dah dekat sgt baru igt nak pakai tudung. raro text sekejap ei dia nak mandi ke ape lah kot. dah dlm 8 30 tu dia boleh text suruh im js go there with bella. cs she cant. her mom suddenly changed up her mind. k tefak sgt sgt. taktau dkt siape lah. nak slhkn raro tak boleh jugak, apeke salah dia pulak en. aku yg dah siap ni terus lah mengharap.....

macam until 11 tu mmg tak boleh buat ape, k cancel fullstop. :(
im feeling almost tearing k, cs had planned this thing abt 1 week, pity on shana then im feeling sedih sgt. dah lah aku excited bile nak pergi tu. kalau dari mlm kau cancel takpa lah biy, mslhnya tang tang aku dah siap. i mean fully siap! nak buat cemane, biarin~

dlm pukul 12 tgh syok otp dgn shana, saja lpskn kesedihan.....syafiq cl aku. ni nak start cerita best ni :D
tetiba dia kate kereta ade and kesian kat aku ni hehe. kitorg plan nak gi makan tutti frutti aje yg aku terlanjur lah ckp nak bg big mc dkt shana. so dgn last minute plannya ajak syafiq singgah sekejap je kat rumah shana nak jumpa dia bg burger borak kejap balik. plan asal lah camtu. then pukul 2 syafiq dtg ambik, terus grk sunway. bersyukur gilalah en kitorg arrive sunway tu dlm pukul 2 45. i mean sampai masuk dkt tol subang jaya ke sunway entah tp sure 2 45. so nak cari sunway pyramid haha dah satu hal kan. cemane tah syafiq buat ikut instruction aku dah masuk dlm taylors university. haha i mean this. act im calling shana and dia instruct then aku buat pentafsiran yang terbalik hahaha sng cerita aku tak fhm ape dia instruct, ape dia ckp kalau kanan tu then syafiq pun kanan hahaha. so last last jumpa lah hospital sunway. pastu nak gi puchong ni, dah cemane entah dah dkt satu jambatan ni mcm jambatan pulau pinang. then shana kate dah terlalu salah dah jalan tu, itu nak gi pj. pulak lah. nak pusing tu dah jadah, jauh sgt ok. sgt sgt sgt. sampai kene tol sekali lagi. lepastu dah pusing balik sampai dekat hospital sunway aku bg telefon dkt syafiq. suruh dia ckp, haha and dia lg fhm. aku cerita mcm ape, sbbtu salah. cari cari, dgn jam tak jam lah pulak masatu dah dkt pukul 4. ok then jumpa pun.

pintu rumah dia terbukak tu, tp takde ah aku main masuk je en. eee dok le, perangai tak cemenggah lgsg. pastu adik dia panggil dia keluar haha ni malas cerita. kelakar jugak ni tp nak cerita kau takkan fhm cemane kelakar dia, so dkt kwn kwn aku cerita lah haha. sekali dah masuk dia tutup muka ckp dgn aku. fine shana fine! aku tarik tgn dia dia tutup dgn bantal pulak. nah fine~ first jumpa tu, description pasal dia ni, tinggi orangnya. looks smart dgn rambut serabai dia tu. tp still ok, jenis yg aku boleh go. tongkat dia takdalah tinggi mane aku sampai je :D sempat main main benda tu, sewonok main tongkat patah patah kaki ni ^^

dalam dah lame lame tu, tangkap tangkap gambar sekejap. ah lagi satu his eyes.....pe besar sia. O.O
ok enough ei? i mean for the writting. pictures will go on. silently..

first try hahah. he looks cute and you will get him if you found my full face there :P

no judging, im not so cute in this. pipi tu nampak full eish terlalu buruk disitu. 

first of all js please and so much look at his face. eyebags dia, itu yg dia kate mate besar comel? otak kau hahaha. 

words can describe how much my love ok. see the caption, evidence tu  ^^

blanked ---- cs mulut sgt eyuw masatu. sgt sgt sgtlah eyuw. 

i love this one the most. and i love you more than this picture haha thats for sure.

since when youre so cruel? steal my 100% heart?

loveyou, shahrul naim <3